I have been eating very well recently. I never eat meat, sugar, or dairy and I feel a little better, but at the moment a little congested.
My MAIN problem right now is... laziness. I have not been sleeping well. I think I may need some sort of homeopathic sleeping medicine to help me. I have been slacking off on my homework so much recently, I am falling behind and not really caring at all. I thought that eating better would allow me to sleep more peacefully and to be more motivated with my work, but it seems to be having the opposite effect. Maybe one is not caused by the other. I have things that I need to accomplish, such as writing my Simon's Rock app, reading better books that help me with my articulation and vocabulary (and better preparing me for college), and DOING MY HOMEWORK. I get very frustrated with myself.
I also am incapable of saving money. I need to save up a couple thousand dollars for Europe this summer. Hopefully, I'll get my shit together.

Well, here I am, the ultimate badass/loser. I'm sitting in a windowless room off of the main office of my sterile public high school, serving an in-school suspension for coming to said school late after going out for breakfast. Life is good, I guess one might say.

I have been eating more and more healthily in the past couple of weeks, it is only when i come to school when I slip, and just eat whatever the cafeteria has to offer. I feel so alive and vital when I eat according to my body's expectations! Why must I slip in this way? I really have to think before I decide to eat something. ALL I REALLY want is brown rice, tofu, vegetables, and salad for the resssst of my life.

Well, Deviantart, it's been fun.
Peace

Today is the day of the inauguration of Barack Obama, and I was thinking about how this is as fresh as everything else that has come with 2009. Earlier in the month, on the 10th of January, I had my birthday. On my birthday, I was overwhelmed with a sense of happiness and peace with myself, for possibly the first time in my life. I realized that there is no need for discontent or turbulence in my head, because it really is just in my head. If I my head is not happy, the rest of me will not be either. Being happy and fresh comes with responsibilities such as eating well, and getting a lot of exercise, which are both important to me but don't get done as often as I'd like. The fact is, that my family shops at the co-op and buys healthy, organic food. I have every excuse to be healthy but I would just brush those aside and eat what my stomach wanted. Now all I can see in my fridge at home is a multitude of colorful vegetables. And I'm happy about it. I'm changing, and this country is changing, and change ultimately makes everyone feel better.
YES!!!!

there was a little boy and he hated his grandfather so he stabbed him
and the grandfather was dead but lying on the floor staring at me.
and his eyes were all wrinkled
and droopy.
and i felt bad for the kid, because this grandfather was cruel,
but i was mostly just scared to death.
i woke up all disoriented and scared
and i couldn't get out of bed for a while
because i was so afraid that it was real.

OBAMA WON!!! I loved watching his speech on Tuesday!
McCain's speech was good, too
I'm pretty happy. CHANGE is the word.